Hello love,
(here is a novel. A few cosy minutes will be needed to read the whole).
So, I do not know if you saw the current story.
Since the beginning of the school year I have been giving a lot to the blog. I regularly create sweet posts on Instagram, I share personal anecdotes in the stories, I share as much as possible on this page, but not only. I even created a Twitter account. That's to say.
In short, I do my best.
Today, I'm calling on my being to take a break... and that is not easy.
I do not know what I'm doing.
But maybe that's what I need.
Technology is not natural to me.
It takes up all my attention. And our attention is at the heart of our well-being. From a self-exploration/spirituality point of view it is, in fact, the key.
I think I'm doing the right thing by having the desire to give you as much as possible, but I realize that another desire arises.
This one is much stronger and simpler.
It is to live to live.
To dive and be one with the waves. Instead of applying myself on my board to spread the word. You see what I mean ?
Ideally, I had need a communication collab so that I can concentrate on what I'm really interested in.
Anyway, I am lost.
Moreover, I am lost.
Professionally I am lost. Nothing attracts my curiosity, my enthusiasm, my aspirations, my interests. I feel like a baby. I just want to live. Social games don't attract me at all.
Nothing excites me in the name of a peanut.
Nothing evokes subtle joy, unconditional love, the connection of one's being with the living and so on.
During this break (Indefinite, maybe very short, medium or long) if I feel like it I will post articles, podcast and YouTube video (Help 2 video in particular) but I will not do any com.
Too much mental load for me.
You have all the links via the posts on this page, at the end of the articles and on the blog (podcasts page, social networks page) if you want to access the contents I would share. I will also let you know if a new concept emerges.
As usual, I have no shortage of ideas. I still have a list of over 100 article topics not to mention ideas for podcasts, posts etc. But getting my kicks is also important. So inspiration in the moment is much more important than producing for the sake of producing. (Do you see the incompatibility with the current system?)
Finally, some questions came to me about The Game video. I didn't want to reveal too much before publishing it. Indeed, each video answers one of your questions.
But I do not want to leave you in total incomprehension either.
Let's say that The Game is a game of achievements.
It is a game on a human scale.
It proposes you to engage in an adventure so that you can discover amazing things about yourself.
It explains you all the process.
The beginning and the end of it.
With the help of a metaphorical illustration,
The Game.
To enter the game,
you have to realize that you are already there.
I won't say more.
Thank you to all those who have sent me messages here and there to tell me that they like the shares or simply to exchange on our life, our questions, or to support me on Patreon. Thank you all.
I am always active and available.
Thank you for the refreshing walks, thank you for the upcoming dance party.
Thank you for being, thank you for being.
Love to you.
Until the next time
- Marie Mazeau certified teacher. Guiding with gentleness, mindfulness and Joy in Paris and internationally online.