The tunnel
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Noises.
Boom Boom Boom.
Heat, sounds.
Everything is blurred and distinct at the same time.
Suddenly, a dazzling light.
Touches, smells
Intense times a thousand.
Intense Intense Intense.
Space shuttle.
New experience.
Forms, sounds
Strong.
Addiction.
Landmarks.
Colors, identities, definitions, limits, desires, sensations.
Exploration time through the mind.
Dad, mom.
Attention.
The brain.
Play time
I.
You.
Attaches to attention.
A first name.
Existence recognized through it.
Collage:
First name + reflection in mirror, photos, voice.
The others.
Me.
Words, ideas, frames, concepts, possessions, verbalized desires.
A reality explained.
And accepted.
Comparisons, fears, games, learning, discoveries, punishments, delineations.
Identity.
A name, a visual, sensory identification.
Me, you.
A non stable ego however.
Questioning?
No.
Focus on the Self.
Who am I?
Complete identification with concepts.
Lost in the dream.
Forget.
Ill-being, intuition, duties, evil, good, beautiful, ugly, purpose, meaning of life, prohibitions, conditional love
conditional, identifications with thoughts, reality defined by thoughts, MY thoughts.
I=Mary=thoughts.
Cacophony.
Self hate.
Appearing, matching, learning, trying to be the concepts.
Shutdown intuition.
Blind.
No gaming anymore, no play.
Big mess.
Bored, robot, appearance, no internal listening, distractions, convince yourself ...
... Until ...
.STOP.
Research of deconstruction,
Of questioning,
Of reconnection.
Discoveries, learning, adventure, joy, sorrows, communication, actions.
Intuitive listening.
Who are the others? Why am I here? What am I supposed to do? What is enjoying life? What is death and life? Do they exist? What is this reality based on? How to live fully? What is the impact and role of identification with thoughts? Am I in the joy of living? Do I want to live in joy? Where does suffering come from?
Do "I" exist?
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Whoever you think you are now,
I love you.
- Marie Mazeau Yoga teacher in Paris and online internationally. Beyond time and space. Guiding with gentleness, mindfulness and Joy.