🌷🌻🌱 Hello
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" That's fine.
I said yes to the training. Yes to the unknown.
Thoughts of uncertainty grab my attention.
But I did it.
I take the plunge.
My expectations put aside,
I open myself to the possibilities.
However, I feel an emotion ready to burst forth.
I pause to give it space to express itself.
It seems that it is sadness.
But nothing happens.
It is, a few hours later, in Kung Fu class, that everything changes.
The emotion spreads in the body, ready to explode.
Astonished by the intensity of the latter
In the forest, I take refuge 🌱
Without judgment
I am as close as I can get to what Is.
I didn't remember being able to cry with such pain and authenticity.
Thus, I cry with heartbreak....
Hours.
A flower in consciousness just bloomed.
Dimensional change 💫
I am no longer.
Only an immense incomprehension in the face of reality.
And three questions: Why? Why this reality? Why am I here?
Nothing makes sense anymore.
I understand that I have not yet lived.
That all these years,
Everything I had considered important (spirituality, school etc),
Was not life at all.
I still haven't grasped the mystery of this reality.
Let alone immersed in it, fully. "
Tender sweets,
May you realize how perfect all is, you included 💫
Until next time.
- Marie Mazeau certified teacher. Guiding with gentleness, mindfulness and Joy in Paris and internationally online.