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Intense experience

Updated: May 17, 2022


🌷🌻🌱 Hello


" That's fine.


I said yes to the training. Yes to the unknown.


Thoughts of uncertainty grab my attention.


But I did it.


I take the plunge.


My expectations put aside,


I open myself to the possibilities.


However, I feel an emotion ready to burst forth.


I pause to give it space to express itself.


It seems that it is sadness.


But nothing happens.


It is, a few hours later, in Kung Fu class, that everything changes.


The emotion spreads in the body, ready to explode.


Astonished by the intensity of the latter


In the forest, I take refuge 🌱


Without judgment


I am as close as I can get to what Is.


I didn't remember being able to cry with such pain and authenticity.


Thus, I cry with heartbreak....


Hours.


A flower in consciousness just bloomed.


Dimensional change 💫


I am no longer.


Only an immense incomprehension in the face of reality.


And three questions: Why? Why this reality? Why am I here?


Nothing makes sense anymore.


I understand that I have not yet lived.


That all these years,


Everything I had considered important (spirituality, school etc),


Was not life at all.


I still haven't grasped the mystery of this reality.


Let alone immersed in it, fully. "


Tender sweets,


May you realize how perfect all is, you included 💫


Until next time.


- Marie Mazeau certified teacher. Guiding with gentleness, mindfulness and Joy in Paris and internationally online.

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