Intense experience

🌷🌻🌱 Hello

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" That's fine.

I said yes to the training. Yes to the unknown.

Thoughts of uncertainty grab my attention.

But I did it.

I take the plunge.

My expectations put aside,

I open myself to the possibilities.

However, I feel an emotion ready to burst forth.

I pause to give it space to express itself.

It seems that it is sadness.

But nothing happens.

It is, a few hours later, in Kung Fu class, that everything changes.

The emotion spreads in the body, ready to explode.

Astonished by the intensity of the latter

In the forest, I take refuge 🌱

Without judgment

I am as close as I can get to what Is.

I didn't remember being able to cry with such pain and authenticity.

Thus, I cry with heartbreak....

Hours.

A flower in consciousness just bloomed.

Dimensional change 💫

I am no longer.

Only an immense incomprehension in the face of reality.

And three questions: Why? Why this reality? Why am I here?

Nothing makes sense anymore.

I understand that I have not yet lived.

That all these years,

Everything I had considered important (spirituality, school etc),

Was not life at all.

I still haven't grasped the mystery of this reality.

Let alone immersed in it, fully. "

Tender sweets,

May you realize how perfect all is, you included 💫

Until next time.

- Marie Mazeau certified teacher. Guiding with gentleness, mindfulness and Joy in Paris and internationally online.